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A PERSONAL EXPERIENCE.

From a very early age I sensed and, indeed, continue to sense spirit around me. As a very young child I perceived this as an uncomfortable experience and one which really frightened me. Although there are many experiences which I could write about, I have chosen one , in particular, which holds a very special place in my heart.

Knowing my doubtful and skeptical nature, at that time, I firmly belief that it was presented to me in a manner, unlike others, which refuses denial or dismissal to the ‘imagination’. It is also one for which I am truly grateful and can never, never, forget. As vivid in my mind today as in the afternoon when it occurred some 15/16 years ago, it’s recollection continues to serve in reminding, helping and consoling me during challenging times - and has kept me on the spiritual path in moments of question and doubt. I now trust and ask that it will help you, the reader in some special way - because I feel certain that within it there is a message that is meant for everyone.

Attempting to describe or articulate the profound nature of this experience is, as you will understand, very challenging. Nonetheless – here it is:-

Resulting from a painful major life challenge, many years ago, I stepped right back from, what seemed to me to be, the unsupportive fear-based restrictions and inconsistencies offered, at that time, by my ‘inherited’ religious background. During this particular life challenge (which involved my decision to request a marital separation), it felt as if my whole world had turned ‘upside down’ and almost everything that I had ever believed in, until then, was brought up for scrutiny and questioning. This, in fact, was a ’gift’ which propelled my conscious pursuit of, and quest for, ’Truth’ - my own ‘Personal Truth‘.

At night I would lie awake and talk to GOD asking questions directly. I would contemplate about the stars and the planets and seek answers in my mind. The answers I did receive came mainly by way of ‘aha’confirmations in books I had yet to read, also through human messengers or indeed sometimes my own inspired thinking. I began to attend group gatherings and meetings that involved any aspect of ‘spirituality’ and participated in various workshops that were being offered. Books containing metaphysical and spiritual content were devoured during my search. It is strange that, up until this point, I had no particular interest in reading books. (The only exception was when I was around 18 years young I loved to read the wise sayings and writings of great philosophers. My favourites were framed and decorated the walls of my rented flat which I re read with awe and appreciation whenever I passed them.)

Then, about 15/16 years ago (long after my separation)I remember that I was driving in my car at around 3 o’clock one afternoon with nothing in particular on my mind. It was what you would describe as a ‘normal day‘, or so I thought, until quite unexpectedly I entered and experienced, what could possibly be described as a ‘Heightened/Altered State Of Consciousness‘. It was throughout this state, that I received information and communication in the following ways.

First I received clairaudient communication:-

Out of the blue, I heard what seemed to be a ‘real’ (and not imagined) voice which spoke directly into my right ear relaying the following short cryptic message ‘EVERYTHING IS GOING ACCORDING TO PLAN’ (no more, no less). Then a second voice, slightly different to the first, spoke directly into my left ear with the message ‘YOU WILL NEVER BE ALONE AGAIN’ (no more no less). The voices were so real as if humans had been sitting each side of me.

Next I received both clairvoyant and telepathic communication:-

Telaphatically, I was being reminded that I belonged to and came from somewhere very beautiful and special. In that moment I knew 100% and had a sense of remembrance that I belonged to a very beautiful and loving spiritual family in another dimension and with whom I would eventually be re-joined. Although not strange at the time, I did not associate or recognize these beings as earth family members in any way - they were, nonetheless, presented to me as being my real family. I recall seeing two tall etheric like beings which seemed to be way above me in another dimension – it was as if I was looking up at them. It is almost impossible to describe the feeling of love and support I felt, in that moment, it is simply ‘inexplicable’. There was a sense of truly belonging - a sense of ‘true identity and family’ and a sense of ‘my real home’ about it. I felt so ‘Incredibly Happy’. I have never experienced on earth anything like this feeling - I recall being totally elated - bursting and over flowing with happiness and joy.

What is interesting to note here is the fact that I was consciously aware of being simultaneously in (experiencing) and out (observing) of the experience. An aspect of me was being made aware of my being fully conscious as I was still driving. - whilst another aspect of me was experiencing.!! It was all very strange. I was, if you like, both the observer and the experiencer - all in one. At the same time, I cannot really recall how I drove from a-b, it appears that was on auto pilot.!!

In the third transmission, instantaneously I became aware of having and knowing the answers to everything - not only to my own life - but equally to the universe, galaxies and cosmos. It was literally a moment of ‘All Knowingness’!! Suddenly everything made perfect sense!!. There was nothing to be afraid of - and what’s more - everything appeared so simple to understand. The strange part is that suddenly I was drawn to and became fully of my ‘conscious’ physical self - as I was banging my hand against the steering wheel -repeating excitedly and happily, several times over and over again ‘But of course, But of course, How Could I Forget !!?’. In that moment I could not understand how I could have forgotton ! I felt almost silly for having forgotton.

The final transmission, in this experience, seemed to be directed clairvoyantly at my third eye area. I began to receive very clear clairvoyant images along with , what can only be described , once again, as telepathic communication. These images were of ‘wars’ and disturbing world events of the type we are witnessing today. Being emotionally sensitive, by nature, the message I received clearly throughout was that I was not to allow myself be ‘drawn in’ by becoming emotionally ‘upset’ or ‘angry’ in reaction but to remain calm and be re-assured in remembering and realizing that these events must occur . It was very strongly impressed upon me they are a necessary part of - as it was transmitted to me - ‘A GREAT PLAN’ – which I interpreted to be ‘GOD’S PLAN’

Finally, I recall the uncontrollable tears of sheer happiness that were streaming down my face as I was still driving - along with a glorious feeling that my heart was exploding with joy. The love and reassurance I had received combined with sense of true belonging , knowingness, huge release and relief, was simply overwhelming. At last everything made sense!! I was left believing that I had been transformed in some way and was going to experience life, from then on, from with this wonderful new clarity and vision. However, to my utter disappointment, I discovered that this was not to be. About 24 hours later the sensations of ‘bliss and knowingness’ were fading gradually from my consciousness and it was as if I was being planted firmly back into my normal physical earth experience and ‘duty calls’….as normal. !