When i was growing up, I would use art as a for of my empathic abilities, i would be drawing and it was like automatic, i was not conscious of what i was drawing until i was finished and was in a meditative state. As i went into my teens although still painting and drawing , my interest went to to other things. I married and had children and my abilities that i had as a child growing up sat dormant. My isolation from friends and family, not really fitting in and being very sensitive was seen as a weakness so my abilities were suppressed even deeper. I am now seperated and my children have almost grown. I know am able to tape into my abilities now and the more i have become unattached to people who judged me for being flacky the more i have rejoiced in recognizing and allowing my abilities to flow freely. I first read about being an empath about 12 months ago, my jaw hit the ground, i got goose bumps all over my body and i danced in my heart because i knew finally why i had felt the way i did for most of my life. I have never been so grateful to read a blog in all my life. I am growing every day and when i see a vision, words or thought pop into my head i know exactly what it s is meant to mean....every day the abilities are growing stronger and stronger and i am loving every moment of it.... warm love Michelle xoxox
for my age I have learned a lot about psychic visions and healing I have learned what every human is capable of, if they are willing too seek the truth within them selves but because its clear truth it can take along time for society too recognize it.
I agree with u and sometimes people or some members of society are just on a different path and have there own truth.......we accept this with compassion and love. warm love Michelle xoxox
good for you compassionatesiren, you have started KNOWing who you are and accepting YOU.
i was angry at myself for being the Quietest ONe in class and NOT being the most POPUlar because i had no courage to speak up, no ideas to share when i was younger
it was years later at 35 or 37 (im now 42) that i found out that my being quiet all the time was only because I was an Observant one, i studied through soul eyes and listened through soul ears and felt through soul heart
there was no need for me to say anything at all (even then) because i was just BEing who i really AM
Hi Dolf, thanks for sharing. You brought back a memory for me when i was in grade 3, i wouldn't talk to my teacher at school and would see if she could understand what i was saying with my eyes and my thoughts. She got very irate with me and i got into trouble for it but i couldn't understand why i understood people and there feelings without them speaking and no one else could. I think it is wonderful that u have been true to your true slef from such an early age, that is so cool....I bet your anger has turned to pride in later life for having such a strong perception of who u r....warm love Michelle xoxox
to the group. i really enjoyed reading your story. I understand where you are coming from and i can totally relate. being an empath can be both a blessing and a curse. for the most part i feel it is a blessing. i look forward to hearing more about your journey.
here is my answer to the question i am an empath a medium and a psychic. i guess i have always know that i was psychic. i also knew i was an empath but as a child i did not know what it was called. it wasn't until my 20's that i realized i was an empath, the only reason i discovered who i am was because of star trek the next generation. i knew that i could not be the only empath here in this world i knew that i would meet other empaths when the time was right. it was about 2003 when i started to meet other empaths. i met people like me online. a friend of mine told me about a group in msn called the psychic development site she suggested i join it and i did. i had belonged to other groups in msn but pds was the best group i had ever joined.
it was several years ago that i discovered i was a medium. i guess i had always been one but i never knew what this gift was called. i am sure that even as a child i had gotten messages from spirit. but it was pretty freaky as a child to have spirits talk to you. i have some what suppresed the mediumship gift because of a very profound loss of someone very dear to me. i did not want to hear from this person yet because i was not ready to. it has been two years since the loss occured, i am still not entirely ready to hear from this person yet but i know in time that i will be. i am slowly getting back into the mediumship groove.